The ending and beginning.

I have finally gotten down to creating a space to share my thoughts. Initially I created a tumblr with that very same purpose, but the reblogging button is just so addictive I never really penned down anything in there. Tumblr has a lot of pretty stuff and meaningful quotes and all but I guess I wanted something different, thus this space! So in a way, it’s an end to my procrastination and beginning of something new. I am a sucker for new things and change so I hope I will stick around. (:

So, 2012. 2012 began with a single resolution in mind, which is to STAY SINGLE. Following the events nearing the end of 2011 I guess I got intimidated with getting involved with one relationship after another, dealing with the whirlwind of emotions and heart wrenching moments. I’ve walked away from all these learning that the quote “Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.” is so true. I gained some and I lost some. But this year I’m not going to deal with any of this. Just some breathing space after 6 years of being attached to different guys. That aside, being single doesn’t mean being lonely, although it really feels downright depressing especially deep in the nights at times. I just want to take this opportunity to rest until I’m ready to love again. And the next time I do, I will still give my 200%, to someone worth it. Definitely didn’t see this coming as I always had the notion that as long as I wanted it bad enough, tried hard enough, I’ll reap what I sow. How untrue is this shit. Guess that’s life. Because you can’t expect everything to work according to plan, which is also the beauty of it.